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Phillip
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phillip was in my dream last night. I needed to get to him, or to protect him from something. there were other people...
I dont remember much anymore, as i'm writing this hours after waking up.
But now i'm thinking again about him in real life, after reading Steve Jobs' last words. I'm not sure what his last words mean, or what he was feeling. but i remember how i was feeling when my loved one was sick and barely able to respond.
Phillip's eyes were lazy and moved slowly. He looked at me, the tears running down my face. his body was motionless. He could not move. I was so sad. I cried so hard. I told him i loved him. I dont know if he knew those words, but he must have felt it. I still miss him so much.